http://soul-gazer.livejournal.com/ I feel you... - LiveJournal.com Mon, 06 Dec 2004 07:00:18 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com soul_gazer 4062893 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/18229966/4062893 http://soul-gazer.livejournal.com/ 100 100 http://soul-gazer.livejournal.com/1003.html Mon, 06 Dec 2004 07:00:18 GMT http://soul-gazer.livejournal.com/1003.html 3 days.<br /><br />Three.<br /><br />Taina.<br /><br />San.<br /><br />Drei.<br /><br />Tres.<br /><br />Tre.<br /><br />I sound like a teenager. I sound like an idiot. Now that I know, I'm even more nervous then I was before I knew. <br /><br />...and I'm not making sense either. http://soul-gazer.livejournal.com/1003.html giddy public 2 http://soul-gazer.livejournal.com/686.html Tue, 07 Sep 2004 19:43:36 GMT http://soul-gazer.livejournal.com/686.html <a name="cutid1"></a><br /><i>The tendency to wax poetic seems to grab me at the most inopportune times. <br /><br />I haven't lost a night of sleep (without <b>very</b> good reason) in at least 4 years, so why now? Why so suddenly? <br /><br />I thought I'd learned some time ago to deviate deja vu from reality. To fully recognize when something's real or purely a figment of my imagination. Now I'm not so sure...<br /><br />I'm not sure at all, and that uneasy churning in my stomach is telling me that something's going to happen. <br /><br />Too soon for my liking, but it seems the stars are allied against me.<br /><br />A pair of the most intense brown eyes; filled with wildfire and cinnamon seek to drown me.<br /><br />And the moon itself is out to kill me.<br /><br />Who are you? Why are you waltzing so easily into my dreams which I've kept shrouded carefully by the mundane; the normal, the predictable, the usual...<br /><br />I need to know who you are. I've got to know. When will I know?<br /><br />...you are <b>real</b>, aren't you?</i><br /> http://soul-gazer.livejournal.com/686.html anxious public 0