urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:soul_gazer I know. Ohtori Choutarou 2004-12-06T07:00:18Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:soul_gazer:1003 2004-12-06T07:00:18Z 2004-12-06T07:00:18Z 3 days.<br /><br />Three.<br /><br />Taina.<br /><br />San.<br /><br />Drei.<br /><br />Tres.<br /><br />Tre.<br /><br />I sound like a teenager. I sound like an idiot. Now that I know, I'm even more nervous then I was before I knew. <br /><br />...and I'm not making sense either. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:soul_gazer:686 2004-09-07T19:43:36Z 2004-09-07T19:43:36Z <a name="cutid1"></a><br /><i>The tendency to wax poetic seems to grab me at the most inopportune times. <br /><br />I haven't lost a night of sleep (without <b>very</b> good reason) in at least 4 years, so why now? Why so suddenly? <br /><br />I thought I'd learned some time ago to deviate deja vu from reality. To fully recognize when something's real or purely a figment of my imagination. Now I'm not so sure...<br /><br />I'm not sure at all, and that uneasy churning in my stomach is telling me that something's going to happen. <br /><br />Too soon for my liking, but it seems the stars are allied against me.<br /><br />A pair of the most intense brown eyes; filled with wildfire and cinnamon seek to drown me.<br /><br />And the moon itself is out to kill me.<br /><br />Who are you? Why are you waltzing so easily into my dreams which I've kept shrouded carefully by the mundane; the normal, the predictable, the usual...<br /><br />I need to know who you are. I've got to know. When will I know?<br /><br />...you are <b>real</b>, aren't you?</i><br />